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Why did you go?
I wasn’t ready.
I never got to say goodbye.
Did you think of me before you went?
Why couldn’t you hold on for a little bit longer?
If I had known…
Why did you have to smoke those damn cigarettes?
I wish I could have helped you.
I hope you weren’t lonely.
…because I am now.
Do you have any regrets?
I do.
I haven’t seen you in years…
…and it’s my entire fault.
Did you still love me?
...because I still love you.
And…
I miss you.
I’m sorry.
My grandmother on my father's side (Granny) passed away last night. I've been taking it... harder than I thought I would. Not for obvious grieving reasons, but because of the regret I feel for allowing a stupid feud between my father and I get between my seeing her for the past six years... and now she is gone. I didn't even know she was that bad off.
I made amends with my dad about two weeks ago... Funny how things work sometimes.
This is piece is moreover a tool just to get out any feelings I have. My anger and resent in plain text and my true feelings in italics--and somehow, in an odd way, the italics are also things I hope that my granny would have said to me...
I made amends with my dad about two weeks ago... Funny how things work sometimes.
This is piece is moreover a tool just to get out any feelings I have. My anger and resent in plain text and my true feelings in italics--and somehow, in an odd way, the italics are also things I hope that my granny would have said to me...
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